i can't get over the manager losing me money because im exhausted. im tired with school and im tired from working and i feel like every time i get closer to accomplishing something someone somehow pulls me back. i have to pay tuition this week. friday i couldn't work because the club out of town had too many girls. saturday i got sent home for some crazy shit i didnt even do. the rest of the week i have exams. so now i have to take studying time out of my exams to make money to pay for school. im so fucking incredibly bitter when this weekend could have really helped with that. in a way it serves me right though, i stayed in toronto to help my friend with his wrestlemania show saturday and from the hop i should have just said no and went out of town. toronto is horrible and you dont have to be miss cleo to predict something soul-killing would have happened.
anyways im almost over it, i guess. i ll stop writing about it though regardless and get back to the regular programming of tits lol. im just frustrated and tired and i feel like everything is so difficult and nothing is worth the effort.